We were looking forward to this doctor’s visit hoping to get an answer, but not really. It was just like any other visit and a little disappointing. Jesse and I both asked her if she can induce me sometime this week. This weekend would have been perfect for Jesse, his and my parents since is the long weekend. I guess the hospital rule is that they will not induce you unless you are 7 days overdue. Plus on the days that she will be on call this week, she has scheduled the max of ppl she can induce in one day. Anyways… Jesse and I tried, but it went no where.
The doctor said that I am 3 cm dilated and 90% faced. So close, huh? And she is surprised I didn’t have him last week (so are we…) She said that I should have him on my own this week, but you never know. We thought of just going to the hospital and asking for the doctor on call that day to induce me, but im not sure about that. My friend that works at Utah Valley Hospital said that a lot of ppl do it.
I don’t know why I was down the whole day yesterday and a bit today too. I mean… is fine that I didn’t have him by the “Due Date”. It’s all a guess anyways, but for some reason I thought we would have him before the Due Date and im just getting a bit impatient. Jesse being super impatient doesn’t help too. I’m so thankful that on top of that im not miserable. I can be pregnant for another month for all I care, just let me see my little Preston. I cant wait to see if he is ok and things are fine etc etc. I keep worrying.
Anyways… sorry, I had to write and let it out, because im just not happy today. I know he will come very soon and all of this complaining was for nothing. Hopefully I will go in labor on my own this weekend :)
What do I do with the “Baby Ticker “ now? Do they have an overdue one?
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I am so sorry you are feeling down. I guess he wants to come on his own time frame huh? I hope he comes soon! We will keep the three of you in our prayers.
Sorry you didn't have a better visit... just remember if he comes on his own it's usually easier and smoother than if you're induced. Just try to relax and enjoy your last few days being pregnant...I know it's kinda funny but while I was of course so happy to have Jacob I did kind of miss being pregnant! It's a special feeling to know you're creating life...
Hang in there....I know it's hard when you hit that due date and then it passes with no baby. You kind of feel like your own body has betrayed you, but it will come. Just take these last few moments of rest and try to enjoy them as much as you can because Preston is on his way....even if it is taking the little peanut a little bit longer to decide that he's ready to come out and play.
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